I spent quite a bit of time in my classroom this afternoon after buying my school supplies this morning. (Note: buying duotangs for a whole class is mind boggling!) But I did decide to go with duotangs over binders for this year. I’m expecting 24 students so with about 10 subjects each that works out to 250 duotangs! It was insanity. I went to buy some last night for 0.10 cents each. That was great but they didn’t have many colours, mostly just this odd navy blue/grey colour, and when I got to the check out (with about 150 of them) the poor girl had to count and scan them all!
I met up with a few other teachers from my school this morning. We bought our supplies (more duotang craziness), went out for lunch together and then headed back to school.
My classroom is… I’m not sure what to do about it. I worked for about two and a half hours this afternoon. First, I dumped all the supplies I bought. There are a few more bags than that off to the side as well.
Then I set up the desks. I have a small classroom, very small to fit 24 students comfortably. I decided on rows for the first little while. I’m not sure how many other groupings I’ll be able to fit in there. I also had to give up my beautiful big table at the back. There wasn’t enough room for it. I’m sad to see it go but it was that or have the kids way more crowded. So this is what my classroom looks like now.
My library is still a mess. After I got my desks sorted out, I talked to our new principal and asked if I could store my English books in the empty classroom next door. She agreed and so I spent a long while boxing up books and carting them next door. I still haven’t sorted them. They came from the other grade 5 classroom. Some of them are sorted already but there are a lot of books that are just random. There are still two bookshelves worth of English books in the classroom. Some I’ll store in my classroom and some I’ll store next door. Plus there are all the ones I have stored at home from my class the year before. February will be a very busy month.
When I got home and washed my hands, the soap suds were black. Classroom preparation is dirty work. I also started a new to-do list. I don’t want to be going in to school on the weekends and next week is full of meetings so I need to get as much as possible tomorrow. It’s a long list. It’s a daunting list. It’s a list I’m afraid I won’t be able to get done.
I’m trying to prioritize and tell myself that I’ll get to the important things and the rest will fall into place. But everything seems important and everything seems to take much longer than I think it should.
I’m excited about school starting up. I’m excited about trying new things and meeting my new students and guiding them and the satisfaction that comes when you know that you’ve made a difference. I’m excited about working with my wonderful colleagues and getting to know my new principal and new parents. I’m excited about sorting through the new supplies I bought and handing out new beautiful pencils and paper.
But I’m also scared and nervous. What if I’m not ready? What if everything isn’t perfect on that first day?
When I need some inspiration, I head on over to twitter and my PLN (professional learning network). I have connected with many educators on twitter and they always inspire me when I need it. Someone in my PLN is starting school tomorrow. He wrote this post To be a teacher about his first day of school. His post touched me and the video he posted brought me to tears. To be a teacher is a very heavy burden and also a great joy. This post put the important things into perspective. If my classroom isn’t perfectly organized but I still show my students that I care then I’m still doing my job correctly.